Have I made the right decision, to move on and make do of what I'm given? Taking every step as a blessing in disguise? Maybe it was a blessing that I was given anoter opportunity, but would I fail if I took that opportunity? And what would I think of myself if I took it? Would I regret yet again for being in an activity that I love so much but can't seem to succeed when under pressure?so here, I missed the opportunity yet again, bot because I didn't want to but was scared of making further mistakes. I know made the choice half heartedly and I know I'll be jealous but I have to remind myself of where my home is now and strive my hardest ever.dear, the mighty, the one and only up there. I pray for a bright year ahead, I pray for you to guide me and allow me to make vital decisions that are right, I pray....I pray.... I won't regret.

 

yay for the new blog.the old one had problems uploading pictures so i had to create a new blog as a last resort.went to town yesterday with syuhrah and jaslyn,bought my first pair of boots which i instantly wore on.(that explains how much i love them).oh and dad bought me my first non-digital watch from skagen.love the watch but i love him more.had lunch with my dad where he mentioned funny names like ho yok lan(say it out loud) which got us both bursting into laughter.i'm sooooooo contented with life now and the feeling's just so wonderful.