Have I made the right decision, to move on and make do of what I'm given? Taking every step as a blessing in disguise? Maybe it was a blessing that I was given anoter opportunity, but would I fail if I took that opportunity? And what would I think of myself if I took it? Would I regret yet again for being in an activity that I love so much but can't seem to succeed when under pressure?so here, I missed the opportunity yet again, bot because I didn't want to but was scared of making further mistakes. I know made the choice half heartedly and I know I'll be jealous but I have to remind myself of where my home is now and strive my hardest ever.dear, the mighty, the one and only up there. I pray for a bright year ahead, I pray for you to guide me and allow me to make vital decisions that are right, I pray....I pray.... I won't regret.